I was like this everyday. Early morning, waking up with a smile no matter how tired & sleepy I am coz I have a cutie lil angel(who’s smiling at me at 5am like he was telling me,”mum wake up,Im all in”) whom I have to pamper & take good care from sunrise to sunset. Cooking brekkie for my husband(sometimes,not at all times),feeding milk for Gabb,cleaning his bottles, doing the dishes,cleaning the house(if I have extra time)fixing his clothes & baby stuff for the day, bathing Gabb before sending him to his Lola’s house.
Do i have to mention the stress that I got coz Im doing this under time pressure & that I have to be in the office before 10am,at least. And never mind about Gabb’s extra-ordinary likot & tantrums sometimes which made me doubly-tired before my real work. I feel like a yaya & all-around maid, every weekdays. Then in the count of 30 minutes(lucky if I could do it not longer that 1-2hours) I’m a careerwoman again! Wearing my corporate outift & make-up on, heading to the office to face another different kind of stress, less the happiness from my baby’s smile(i always wanna see his smile every nanosecond) & forgetting the tight muscles I’ve got from morning house chores.
But oh-well,Im doing this with all my heart & with all my strength. And oh no, Im not complaining. It was just a realization from my freaky mind that, HELLO, I am now a certified Mother to a 7-month old baby boy. And that I have responsibilities now to become a good Mom & to become a patient (very patient & understanding) wife. Plus, to be a hard-working lady.
I came to realize the efforts & hardworks of all the mothers in the world, and how much more effort of my friends with 2 or more kids? Wow,working Moms! This time,no more gimmicks & enjoyments! Just real happiness & maturity.
Now, can I say it again?
I am SUPERWOMAN. Kuha mo? xoxo.
pic taken & blog written on: 13th May 2011 12:27pm (Friday the 13th,my fave time of the year)
